Leave

Seriously in crisis.  Can't sleep.  Blinding pain from sciatica.  Worse, I suffer terribly with ennui, maybe something more.  Joyless.  Not even the things I like are bringing me pleasure.  It is a pleasureless world.  I helped build it.

I will shake this.  I will come around.  But not if I continue to do the same things.  My postings here may become more intermittent.  I'm not quitting, but I need some time to regroup, retool.  At my best, I'm grumpy.  At my worst, I am almost hateful.  I am definitely not creative.

I want to leave the world to others for awhile.  It is a heck of a place if you know how to get your money's worth.