Originally Posted Sunday, October 20, 2013
I spent the first half of the day printing giant pictures. In the end, none of the prints turned out right. Printer problems. Money and time. In the afternoon, I went to see my mother who is leaving for a trip with her friends on an AARP bus early this morning. Then the afternoon got lost. The lostness dribbled over to the evening, then the night. I ate a bad meal, watched television, and was in bed by ten. Woke at three, rose at four. Horrors. I have become incapable of almost everything at which I once excelled. Drifting. The anxiety will not be palliated, so I sit in the dark listening to jazz, reading the news, the Times, and surfing photo sites.
When I popped out of bed with a panicky start, I thought to myself that I would turn everything around, that I would work and put myself back on top again. But sitting here in the dark, I grow tired. I will go back to bed then rise as always before. Is there any way to stop the night horrors?
*Hours later*
I just bought a large format Epson printer on Ebay. I don't believe this is going to help my mental state any even though it was a good price and if there is no problems it will be a steal.
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