Wednesday, October 16, 2019
Back to the factory again today. I'm in between worlds. Early morning meeting today. I will go, but I am barely included now except for the occasional joke. There are serious issues of which I will not be a part. I am an enjoyable ghost.
It is shocking how quickly you become irrelevant. No, it isn't. I knew that. It isn't shocking that it happens, it is surprising how much it shocks even when you know it is coming.
Now the challenge--staying relevant to myself.
I must start a project. I can't do any of the ones I would want to do. Nope. Not allowed. This is going to be harder than it seems.
I'll go back and re-read "The Underground Man." That should cheer me up.
Posted by cafe selavy at 7:45 AM