Gotta Change

My mother is home from the hospital.  I am staying with her.  I've just deleted the long post about that.  I'll save it for my therapist.  

It is godawful hot here in the sunny south.  All year the temperatures have been much above normal.  This is the new normal.  

You know, I'm going to quit writing about the horrible things in my life.  No kidding.  

But, having said that, I can think of nothing to say.  I need to work on a sunny disposition.  

Still, I feel like a man shrouded in more chain than he can swim with, and the water is deep.  

I'll go and work on that.  I'll look for a happy mantra.  

And I'll see if I can find some pictures of flowers and puppies or sunsets at the beach.  

My situation is dire.  Something has to change.