Monday, April 27, 2020


I've woken this morning badly, filled with uncontrolled anxiety.  I can't seem to calm myself.  My brain is filled with bad ju-ju.  A crew is coming to service my a.c. unit this morning.  They are already ion their way.  It is unavoidable.  I have a service contract.  I will stay outside while they are here, but that is not what's causing my anxiety.  I'll need to get this under control somehow.

I am baffled by the impermanence of life.  The inevitability of one's demise overwhelms me.  None of it makes sense to me any more.

I need to go prepare for the service crew.  This is all I can manage at the moment.

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