Monochrom just before dark.
Pissing away my vacay gardening and eating and drinking and watching movies and not much else. At night I sleep awhile and then wake up and worry. I wake up because my body hurts. I will have already tossed and turned this way and that finding new positions that will not pain me for awhile, but by the time I wake up to worry, I am in too much pain to even try to sleep. I should never have played basketball, should never have touched a weight. I should never have done a lot of things.
After the first cup of coffee, things begin to settle a bit. In my mind, I mean. By the time the sun rises, I am ready for bed again, but I usually wait until afternoon when I will have a glass of wine and take a little nap. I look forward to that nap the way I used to look forward to other things.
Jesus.
Monochrom just before dark.
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